Note to Self

It’s hard for me to focus on anything when I’m feeling ill, but I recognize that stuff happens.  I do however, like to maintain the illusion of having it {more or less} all together. I like for things to be tidy.

Throw in several sleepless nights and I’m done. I float through a sea of haziness. Vagueness.  I don’t know if I notice too much or too little, but it is overwhelming even on a good day.

Sadly too often this struggle has become all consuming.  It takes a great deal of effort to push them aside and zero in.  

Where am I going with all this? 

I don’t know… I guess all I really want to say is that I’m glad that Jesus still loves me. {1 John 4:19}  Even though I don’t have it all together. 

Take Care