Yeah, me too.
I tend to have a difficult time when life is so overwhelming {like now} and I know there is nothing I can do to change it. I love my life, my family and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. But the fact that I have several health issues causes moments of sheer panic and that these will not likely change anytime soon.
To say I've been overwhelmed is an understatement.
I've felt bitter that I can't do the things and complete the projects I'd like to.
I've felt sad that I can't be everything to everybody.
Even though I know I can't possibly be and am not created to be.
I've sat staring out the window, because I have no idea what to do with myself sometimes.
I've felt upset that I'm so worn out that I can't even stay up and enjoy myself.
Even though rest is what I really need.
There are days when I don't feel like I'm truly okay...life is spinning fast and there are things to do, places to be, friends to see, and on and on the list goes.
I feel like I'm not enough.
And yet ...
This is what He has for me.
I have faith that He will see me through by His strength. I still stink at having a good attitude sometimes. But, to the best of my ability, I will rely on Him. And this I'm going to do. For Him.
“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”
Blessings
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