Still blogging.
Some people take to it like a duck takes to water. And of all the people I knew to start a blog when I did, who would have thought that I would still be here 10 years later?!?
Certainly not me.
And yet ...
It’s been a good thing this blogging.
Over the years my blogging has evolved. I can see how my writing has changed. How my format has changed. Even the graphics have changed. But the biggest change would be how God has developed something that I am truly blessed by.
Blog Land was where I belonged. It was in 2007, when I started and I had no idea what I was doing exactly, but I went for it. I found it to be a place of comfort and inspiration.
Sometimes we may think that we’d never be good at something, it just isn’t “our thing.” But God knows our hearts, and He wanted me to write. He knew how much it would fulfill me.
Blogging has been an incredible gift to me. I’ve enjoyed writing about my life, sharing some of my favourite moments of our family and leaving a bit of legacy here. It’s been quite a journey, one I never expected taking in the first place.
I’ve LOVED writing! Still do, but I must admit, it’s getting lower on my priority list. Because for some time now, I’ve been feeling, like maybe it’s time to let this go. It’s become more of a chore than it should be. Perhaps I expected the process and results to be similar to what it once was.
I’m hesitant, because I’ve become sentimental about this blog and I’m proud of the work I’ve done here. I’ve identified myself for so long with this blog, that if I’m being honest, I’m struggling with letting it go. But as I started watching for the signs and thinking over the decision, it became more clear that calling this blog “finished” is the right thing.
It’s time.
Thank you to those who followed, commented, and encouraged me.
To everything there is a season, and my time here is done…
Take Care
Thursday, March 30, 2017
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By:
Anita
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
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By:
Anita
Just be...
Living with a chronic illness, where each day is a battle, can really start to wear on a person. It’s easy to be a person on the outside, making assumptions. I get it. I’ve been there... still am to some extent. We see what’s in front of us and make our judgments. However, in doing so, we fail to grasp the full picture.
Take Care
My type A personality keeps me on my toes as I am constantly trying to “fix” myself or whatever is causing my struggles. I have an extensive list of dietary restrictions, supplements and prescription medicines that are “supposed” to help, detox methods, rest, exercise, prayer, use of essential oils, and so much more “helpful” advice that has me pulling my already falling out hair, out…
This winter has left me exhausted, struggling with crushing fatigue, debilitating pain and discouragement. I feel drained and overwhelmed. So many things have been left undone.
However, I feel like God has been teaching me over and over about surrendering and resting in Him instead of racing to keep things afloat.
I’m at the place where I am worn down and need some serious rest.
Because I’ve felt so terrible over the past several weeks, I’ve been reflecting on what I actually need in order to live better. What I’ve learned learning is that the most crucial thing for me right now is to give myself grace.
I need to slow down, even more than I already have and be, just be...
Take Care
Friday, March 24, 2017
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By:
Anita
feeling a little...
i didn’t sleep well last night. again. my heart beat fast. the thoughts wound round and round and round. my breaths came in quick, rapid succession. tossing and turning, until i woke at more or less my usual time.
i got up, had my tea and made a list of things to attempt accomplishing today. puttered around a bit. handled a few phone calls. ate some breakfast. read my devotional. had a nice rambling chat with my daughter. organized some of the craft room and while down there, did some laundry. paid some bills and organized some paperwork. ran a few errands. answered a few emails. checked facebook and instagram.
you know, i start out well, but as the day wears on i usually run out of steam before i get everything done.
i have good intentions. but i am just sooo tiiirrreeedd alllllllll the time!
i have felt stuck in a rut lately. and honestly, i feel like giving up.
i want my life to matter, to have meaning and purpose, in my roles as wife, mom, gigi, daughter, and friend, and how i spend my time.
sadly, i’m feeling a little lost these days…
yet, i believe that God does have a plan and a purpose for me… and while some days i try desperately to figure it all out on my own, i need to remember, my job is to seek Him. and trust that He is working it all for my good.
i got up, had my tea and made a list of things to attempt accomplishing today. puttered around a bit. handled a few phone calls. ate some breakfast. read my devotional. had a nice rambling chat with my daughter. organized some of the craft room and while down there, did some laundry. paid some bills and organized some paperwork. ran a few errands. answered a few emails. checked facebook and instagram.
you know, i start out well, but as the day wears on i usually run out of steam before i get everything done.
i have good intentions. but i am just sooo tiiirrreeedd alllllllll the time!
throughout the day i’ll remind myself: “it’s okay that you can’t do that today. it’s okay to leave the dishes ‘til tomorrow. it’s okay to say no.” i need to listen to what my body is telling me and try not to be too hard on myself for struggling.
my illness has brought so many changes to my life that, let’s face it: they are neither pretty nor easy to live with.
do you know how many times a day i have to consciously give myself grace? a lot. like, A LOT, a lot.
i don’t know about you, but sometimes i just have plain old “bad” days and i can’t seemingly do anything right. it’s exhausting and hard to stay motivated.
i have felt stuck in a rut lately. and honestly, i feel like giving up.
i want my life to matter, to have meaning and purpose, in my roles as wife, mom, gigi, daughter, and friend, and how i spend my time.
sadly, i’m feeling a little lost these days…
yet, i believe that God does have a plan and a purpose for me… and while some days i try desperately to figure it all out on my own, i need to remember, my job is to seek Him. and trust that He is working it all for my good.
take care
Monday, March 20, 2017
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By:
Anita
It's Spring
Even though we had an extremely mild winter, I'm more than ready for spring... how about you?
Take Care
Thursday, March 16, 2017
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By:
Anita
Tale as old as time
It premieres tonight!
This Disney classic comes to life on the big screen...
Will you be seeing it?
Take Care
This Disney classic comes to life on the big screen...
Take Care
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
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By:
Anita
Is this allowed?
I’m sure this isn’t something I’m supposed to admit. At least not out loud. And definitely not write it… I’m sure some would even consider it sacrilegious or something. But nonetheless, it’s true.
I hate the Proverbs 31 woman. Well hate could be too strong a word… intensely dislike. Because seriously. What’s to like?
She wakes up early. Every. Single. Day.
She makes things from scratch clothes, bedding, meals, everything.
She gardens and farms and seems to rather enjoy getting dirt under her fingernails.
She’s a successful businesswoman, wife, mother, and leader.
She despises idleness (which, I’d imagine, includes sitting in her chair reading).
She’s wise and tactful. Always.
She makes all the crafts on Pinterest and she makes them well.
She exercises daily.
She wields her smartphone calendar with precision, never forgetting an important appointment and we can be sure she’s never late.
She has all the blanks of her Bible study workbook filled in.
She’s always nice, always ready to listen, always ready to open her home.
She has her hair perfectly done and never-ever runs her errands in yoga-pants.
Ugh! The woman in that chapter…she’s like an ever-smiling Superwoman. How can I possibly live up to this impossible standard?
I know that this chapter of Scripture is supposed to be encouraging, it’s supposed to teach me something.
I hate the Proverbs 31 woman. Well hate could be too strong a word… intensely dislike. Because seriously. What’s to like?
She wakes up early. Every. Single. Day.
She makes things from scratch clothes, bedding, meals, everything.
She gardens and farms and seems to rather enjoy getting dirt under her fingernails.
She’s a successful businesswoman, wife, mother, and leader.
She despises idleness (which, I’d imagine, includes sitting in her chair reading).
She’s wise and tactful. Always.
She makes all the crafts on Pinterest and she makes them well.
She exercises daily.
She wields her smartphone calendar with precision, never forgetting an important appointment and we can be sure she’s never late.
She has all the blanks of her Bible study workbook filled in.
She’s always nice, always ready to listen, always ready to open her home.
She has her hair perfectly done and never-ever runs her errands in yoga-pants.
Ugh! The woman in that chapter…she’s like an ever-smiling Superwoman. How can I possibly live up to this impossible standard?
I know that this chapter of Scripture is supposed to be encouraging, it’s supposed to teach me something.
It isn’t about throwing the perfect party with the perfect food with the perfect decorations with the perfectly clean house with the perfectly managed money with the perfect skin and the perfect hair and the perfect outfit.
It’s about women who live life, fully reliant upon the Lord.
So let’s stop beating ourselves up because we’re not THE Proverbs 31 woman, but let’s be A Proverbs 31 woman who chooses to completely “Trust in the Lord with all her heart and lean not on her own understanding”. Proverbs 3:5 {New International Version {NIV}
Take Care
Monday, March 13, 2017
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By:
Anita
Another post about JOY
Kind of an obvious question, but… did you know that there is a difference between happiness and joy?
Happiness is something that can come and go… and may even last for a time. It is based on an experience or other external situations, a feeling of being content and satisfied and tends to disappear when the situation changes.
Joy on the other hand is great delight, a euphoria. Based on internal well-being or the anticipation of well-being. Circumstances in life do not affect the joy. Joy is independent of the current circumstances.
Life is hard, and some days it’s harder to hold onto that feeling of joy. Thankfully, Joy is not based on feeling; it is based on knowing. On those days when everything just feels blah, I need to remember “consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds.” James 1:2 {New International Version {NIV}}
Everyone wants to be happy; spending money, collecting things, and searching for the new experiences. But if happiness depends on our circumstances, what happens when the toys rust, loved ones die, health deteriorates, money is gone, and the party’s over?
I struggle with this. Perhaps you do too?
Happiness depends on happenings, but Joy depends on Christ.
When we find true joy, it will last forever. Running deeper and stronger. Joy is the quiet, confidant assurance of God’s love and work in our lives. I don’t know about you, but I want to feel more than contentment and satisfaction in my life.
I want true joy!
Take Care
Happiness is something that can come and go… and may even last for a time. It is based on an experience or other external situations, a feeling of being content and satisfied and tends to disappear when the situation changes.
Joy on the other hand is great delight, a euphoria. Based on internal well-being or the anticipation of well-being. Circumstances in life do not affect the joy. Joy is independent of the current circumstances.
Life is hard, and some days it’s harder to hold onto that feeling of joy. Thankfully, Joy is not based on feeling; it is based on knowing. On those days when everything just feels blah, I need to remember “consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds.” James 1:2 {New International Version {NIV}}
Everyone wants to be happy; spending money, collecting things, and searching for the new experiences. But if happiness depends on our circumstances, what happens when the toys rust, loved ones die, health deteriorates, money is gone, and the party’s over?
I struggle with this. Perhaps you do too?
Happiness depends on happenings, but Joy depends on Christ.
When we find true joy, it will last forever. Running deeper and stronger. Joy is the quiet, confidant assurance of God’s love and work in our lives. I don’t know about you, but I want to feel more than contentment and satisfaction in my life.
I want true joy!
Take Care
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